What to do!??!?!? help please!!!?

So when I was little I did rhythemic gymnastics. I quit around 4t grade and started focusing on ballet. I got accepted into a preforming arts higschool and started rythemic again on the side to work on flexibility. I cant afford to do a summer intensive over the summer as well as rythemic (Im thinking about competing again) and I'm suffering from "ballet withdrawl" My question is, next year, even though I'm taking ballet at school and 1nce a week out side of school plus rytmic 3 days a week, will I still miss it? I love gym too and this is a really ard choice. I dont want to quit gym...But the reason i wanted to compete again in te first place was that Im getting "bored" i guess with ballet. I'm the highest level at my studio and have been for 3 years. Its te only pre-professional studio around though...D: